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我最喜欢的一首歌，就是Britney Spears的。

最近在MTV拍摄的纪录片里Britney Spears讲述起与Justin Timberlake的分手… 贾斯汀是布兰妮的初恋…

“With Justin, he was part of the magnitude of what I had become,” Spears said. “So when he was gone I was like, ‘what am I supposed to do with myself?’”  看到这句，触动还是很大的。据说布兰妮的《everytime》就是为贾斯汀而唱的。可见她对贾斯汀的爱有多深。这让我想起朋友们的告诫，你可以去爱人，但是绝不能没有了自己……

Spears said she was “devastated” by that breakup, but she handled it better than her divorce from Kevin Federline.

Added Spears: “[Federline] started to do an album for himself and he started to do things for himself, and I just never saw him anymore. When it ended, I felt so alone. I didn’t really wanna think about the reality of it. I never faced it… I just ran.”

有时候，挺佩服布兰妮，最初是被人控制的玉女，到自己不断抗争，即使经历过低潮，还是不断去寻找自己。尽管她所做的，不一定是我们会认同的，但是，佩服她那种寻找自己的勇气。

我妈常常说我，每当不顺心，只懂得逃离。就像我暑假期间，心情不好，发晒脾气，抛下那台烂鬼电脑，招呼也不打，就自己番左大学城几天…… 搞到阿妈要打电话稳我，想起来我觉得任性。还有，那次……真的要感谢身边人对我的包容。

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